Sunday, October 30, 2011 – Tempe, Maricopa County, Arizona, USA

Well, now I understand how being a TI could drive someone over the edge, although I’m surprised I’ve lasted this long. Last Thursday I went for a bicycle ride and during the ride I decided to go further and treat myself to a longer ride, just to break the monotony of chronic sleep deprivation, directed energy attacks, and working for half of minimum wage 7 days a week. The ride took just over 5 hours, but during 3 hours of that ride I was attacked almost constantly on the top of both thighs, causing enough pain to occasionally bring me to tears. The attacks lasted for another half-hour after getting back to my apartment and then suddenly ceased – both thighs at the same time. The only break in the attacks during the ride was when I passed young women and kids, or adults who were not dressed in stalking garb.

All told, I suffered excruciating pain continuously for 3-1/2 hours. The battery had gone dead in the digital voice recorder that was strapped to my right leg and when the attacks eventually became severe I checked to be sure it was recording and found it was off. So I replaced the battery and turned it back on. Although I don’t have proof of the attacks during the entire 3-1/2 hours, I probably have close to 2-1/2 hours of recordings that probably contain countless electromagnetic interference (EMI) events due to the directed energy attacks.

The intensity of the pain varied little during the return trip, which argues against multiple land-based weapons orchestrating the torture session. Although I can understand how some would believe that satellites could be responsible for this type of targeting, I’m instinctively against this conclusion until I have substantial proof. Until then I’m content to belief the attacks are from aircraft.

This past week marks a break in routine for me in terms of the support I’ve been getting through a counseling center. The therapist I had been working with had to leave and although I’m already scheduled to begin working with another, the 10 days in between seems to have presented an opportunity for my tormentors to escalate the stalking activities and the directed energy attacks. What I have been able to surmise is that the events of the past week represent an attempt to elicit an episode of rage, which can then be attributed to the discontinuity in treatment. If successful, then they would be able to characterize me as a dangerous threat to the community, a veritable ‘pot’ about to ‘boil’ over. In my defense I can offer the sound recordings, which probably contain a ridiculous amount of EMI events, and attacks to my forehead the next night while watching a movie that generated a strong EMI event several times a minute and resulted in drastic differences in temperature from one side of my head to another (digital temple thermometer).

My rationale for entering counseling was based on several goals. First to have an outlet for what I was experiencing. Second for safety, because an ongoing relationship with another professional trained to assess the mental state of people provides an admissible statement into evidence should my mental state be questioned in front of a judge. Third is also safety, because bringing my experiences into the counseling room seemed to dampen my tormentor’s willingness to take extreme measures. Fourth, to help me negotiate my situation better psychologically. And fifth, to talk to a real live person who wasn’t a perp and thus lower the intense sense of isolation that I feel. My instincts were correct and I’ve benefitted substantially from this experience, but the good will and strength of my therapist made all the difference.

But, back to the simpletons who are behind my torture and persecution. Apparently they felt that the break in counseling would provide some kind of ‘cover’ for their efforts to elicit an episode of rage that they could then characterize as indicative of a psychologically unstable, tormented person. If I’m right then this is nothing less than persecution through psychiatry.

The intense attacks this past summer culminates a summer of increasing directed energy head attacks during rides that seemed to bring about feelings of anger, intolerance, frustration, and rage. These attacks would typically occur right before I would encounter others who were engaging in some kind of activity designed to slow my speed. Some of the encounters were flat out confrontational, such as drivers pulling up to an intersection at high rates of speed without ever looking in my direction or making right turns a few feet in front of me. Most of the time, the passengers and/or drivers were dressed in stalking garb. This fall, as the sun started to go down earlier, perps dressed all in black would stand in sections of the park where there weren’t any streetlights and dark shadows. Then, as I approached and before I could make out their shadows, I would get hit with directed energy so as to distract me from paying attention to the trail. The all too obvious intent was to cause an accident, thus creating a ‘record’ of wreckless bicycle riding. Often these perps were all dressed in black and standing or walking in the center of the trail. I’ve encountered at least one young lady crouched down on the trail, in my lane, in pitch black. In the nearby parking lot, not more than 30 yards away was a Scottsdale police car with its headlights pointed at the trail 50 feet before I encountered the crouching young lady. It’s hard for me not to conclude that the headlights were intended to lower my ability to see in the dark and distract me, immediately before I encountered the young lady crouched down in the dark on the right side of the trail. Another time I was approaching a mother and her son and I dinged my bell to let them know I was coming towards them, and as soon as I dinged my bell the son jumped up and did a cartwheel not 10 feet in front of me across the trail. Both were dressed in perp garb.

This morning, as I walking to the library, I was attacked above-pain-threshold to both hips, thighs, knees, Achilles tendons, and the toes of my left foot. Meanwhile I could feel the anger growing exponentially. I did not have a digital voice recorder on top of my head, because I was focused on recording the attacks to my lower body. I did not sense any attacks to my head, but that doesn’t mean they didn’t occur. I’ve learned the hard way that a significant number of attacks can and do occur below pain-threshold and proof of this fact on a personal level was revealed through the use of a digital temple thermometer. These devices are cheap, easy to use, and accurate to less than 0.1 degree. I’ve come to believe that most attacks designed to cause harm do increase the skin temperature at least 0.2 degrees. For example, one evening I began to measure various locations on my head and was discovering significant discrepancies from one side to the other and suddenly felt a directed energy attack to the side with lower temp readings. As a result my head temperature readings increased by a full degree over a span of about 5 minutes. All of this was captured with a camera.

The combination of a digital voice recorder that picks up EMI events and a digital temple thermometer (and of course a camera) seems to provide fairly convincing evidence that something malicious is going on, especially when they try to correct for temperature asymmetry while the camera is rolling. It’s pretty remarkable when the center of my forehead reads 98.8 degree and an inch away, at the top of my forehead, I get a reading of 100.5 degrees. That’s a very dramatic difference over a very short distance and very hard to explain without invoking malicious activity.